Channel: JayteKz

Category: Music

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Description: Download/Listen to this song: jaytekz.lnk.to/hellomisery Follow JayteKz: Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/087QK... TikTok: tiktok.com/@iamjaytekz Instagram: instagram.com/jaytekz Facebook: facebook.com/sincerelyjay... Twitter: twitter.com/JayteKz Official "Hello, Misery" Lyrics Nuh nuh nuh nah nah nuh nuh nah nuh Yo what Oh fuck Okay We're recording? Okay okay okay Um, what's up guys My name is JayteKz Uhhh, I make music I'm fucking emotional, and Just listen to some of my story, fuck it I been thinking lately What if I ain't really meant for this I know this path I'm on is filled with greed and treacherous A pessimist I'm not, but I just been through so much shit It's hard to heal when I been damaged since I was a kid But you don't understand my trials or my tribulations To be fair you never been within my situations I ain't saying I got it worse but it fucked me up So many scars I've been calling God to touch me up Yeah And honestly I haven't prayed lately Haven't slept at all and I just haven't ate lately I been drinking too, just to find a better mood A couple brews always keeps my heart from feeling bruised Haha, get it, or was that too corny I digress, let me get right back into my story A year and six months I was in sobriety I tried to be the very best version I could be But I guess my feelings finally caught up to me Cause now I'm sitting here just buzzing like a bumblebee I know they're judging me and probably think I'm weak minded But you ain't here while I'm hurting on the brink of dying Yeah I know there's probably no excuse But my present and my past still haven't made a truce I had a poisoned youth stemmed from my poisoned roots So when I blossomed I just had to face my poisoned truth That I lost my innocence way too early on Now that I'm grown up I realize the burden's strong I've been searching long and hard for a sense of purpose I've been searching deep within way beyond the surface But what I find is always quite disturbing I see my life and death in the process of converging They're conversing with each other getting well acquainted It's no wonder why I feel my soul is often tainted Or maybe I'm just being dramatic Or maybe things I've been through have truly been traumatic I panic when I think about the things I have no answers to So many questions and nobody seems to have a clue And I don't know who I can trust no more I try to open up and everybody shuts the door The more I try to love, the more I end up feeling worthless I wish reciprocity was something we could purchase But people often take advantage That's why I feel so numb and my compassion slowly vanished I haven't been myself since um, I don't know when Now my heart is cold and it's slowly getting frozen' I soak in all my tears when I sit alone at home I let out all my fears and thoughts with these open poems A broken home that's exactly what my heart is A broken soul that's been camping in the darkness Yeah And if I never see the light again I hope you all can still see the burning light within The fight within has been coming to a subtle end And when it's over I just hope that all my troubles end Yeah I have no clue what the future holds But if tomorrow never comes know that you've been told All about my pain, sorrows and my misery I told my story I just wish that you were listening