Channel: JayteKz

Category: Music

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Description: Download/Listen to this song: jaytekz.lnk.to/crossmyheart Follow JayteKz: Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/087QK... TikTok: tiktok.com/@iamjaytekz Instagram: instagram.com/jaytekz Facebook: facebook.com/sincerelyjay... Twitter: twitter.com/JayteKz Official "Cross My Heart" Lyrics: Twenty-four years old what a blessing And to be honest I ain't think that I would be alive All these years I would suffer from depression And many nights I would contemplate my suicide I was hiding so much pain and resentment To see my tears you would really have to scrutinize But it's time for me to tell you my confession And it's time for me to heal cause I'm bruised inside Twenty-three was my last year I was certain I was bound to take my life away I swear to god I saw my last day so damn clear I thought that I would never get to see the light of day I was hanging by a thread And every single breath was a moment I would dread Although I was breathing I still felt like I was dead Wishing that my eyes remained sealed when I slept Goodbye I was searching for an exit sign On a waiting list for death I was next in line Sick and tired of my life I was ending mine And no longer could I fight for my peace of mind But I thought about my family Thought about my future and the blessings that it can bring So I held on to faith I prayed every night that one day I'll be safe Cross my heart and hope that I will live another day And if I fall will you pick me up when I'm stuck in rain? Oh can I count on you to guide me when I'm lost inside? Oh can I count on you to find me through my darkest nights? Oh I, I, I I, I, I I, I, I, I I don't know if I can take this I don't know if I can have enough patience Oh why, why, why Why do I feel this way? Put a guard on my heart and it still breaks Cross my heart and hope that I will live another day And if I fall will you pick me up when I'm stuck in rain? Oh can I count on you to guide me when I'm lost inside? Oh can I count on you to find me through my darkest nights? Oh I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I I don't know if can take this I don't know if I can have enough patience Oh, why, why, why Why do I feel this way? Put a guard on my heart and it still breaks No matter what you're going through Hold tight and don't you dare let go Keep in mind when you're down it's not only you People go through it all around the globe So don't be afraid Promise you everything will be okay Keep your head up and the sun's gonna' shine You'll gain all the happiness that you can find I couldn't bare to see my mother's face If she had to put her son underneath a grave Couldn't fathom how would my brother would be tryna' cope If I never said goodbye and left without a trace Couldn't picture how my uncle would receive the news Being that I'm one of two from the kids he raised Couldn't picture all the pain inside my funeral As I lay silent crossing into heaven's gates But I'm still here and I ain't going nowhere Visions of my future were so blurry now it's so clear Imma' face the trials of my life and live with no fear Imma' be the best that I can be for those I hold dear And if you're going through the same thing I guarantee that you and I share the same dream To be free from the burdens of your misery Just have faith and one day this will be history Cross my heart and hope that I will live another day And if I fall will you pick me up when I'm stuck in rain? Oh can I count on you to guide me when I'm lost inside? Oh can I count on you to find me through my darkest nights? Oh I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I I don't know if can take this I don't know if I can have enough patience Oh, why, why, why Why do I feel this way? Put a guard on my heart and it still breaks