Channel: Steve Grand

Category: Music

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Description: Be sure to SUBSCRIBE to this channel, SHARE this video, and FOLLOW ME on: Instagram, Twitter, FB: @SteveGrandMusic --- I'm still an independent artist self-funding all of this, so I can use all the help I can get! Thank you so much for all your support! "Disciple" is an original song off of my second album, titled "not the end of me" released on July 6, 2018 TOUR DATES: Make sure to follow me on bandsintown.com/SteveGrand so you don't miss me when I book a performance date in a town near you! Signed CDs, Vinyl Ablums, Tees, digital copies, photo prints and more only at: Shop.SteveGrand.com Website for booking, events, store, and more: stevegrand.com Booking inquries? Contact: Linda@LeftofCenterProductions.com I will be performing in PTOWN all summer 2019! Video Credits: written, and co-directed by: Steve Grand filmed, edited, co-directed by: Arno Diem - arnodiem.com assistant producers: Frank Vasello, & Nathan Butera Make-up: Chad Hayduk Production Assistant, B-Roll: Zack Zerbe & David Cox Cast: Tom (romantic lead): Tom Ernsting Steve's body double: Reid Sinclair Police officers: Frank Vasello, Michael Soldier Special thanks to: Zack Zerbe, Tony Valentino ----------------------- Song Recording Credits: words and music by: Steve Grand produced by: Steve Grand & Tim Palmer vocals, piano, bass, keys (synths, strings) percussion: Steve Grand electric guitars: Tim Palmer: Live strings: Ryan Delahoussaye LYRICS: "DISCIPLE" [Verse 1]Jesus be my daddy, father my lightWaltz through my dreams, draped in whiteLike a child, like a childI ain’t scared of dyin’ when I’m living this sickI’ll be your loyal disciple, ‘till I get my fixDesire, desire[Chorus]Come Mother Mary, bring me a songIt’s been a dark February; I’m just tryin’ to move onI ain’t goin’ to Heaven, so I’d like to live on in a songSong, song[Verse 2]I used to have dreams, now they’ve grown up and diedFirst you carried my soul out from the lightYou were right, always rightI feel a darkness growin’ insideA seed you planted in meYou knew that it would thrive, thrive[Chorus x2]Come Mother Mary, bring me a songIt’s been a dark February, I’m just tryin’ to move onIf there ain’t no Heaven, then I’d like to live on in a song(Song, song) [Bridge] Mary bows her head, tell it once again Now I am just a man, but me and Jesus, we weren’t just friends And- [Outro] And now he’s dead, and now he’s dead, and now he’s dead I pushed that thorny crown a little deeper in his head I gripped that rosary, tied around his lifeless neck Jesus, my final savior in the desert I want to die, I want to die in your arms tonight I want the peace, I want the quiet I couldn’t find in this life Absolve me from the consciousness of every man that I touched Even the ones wise enough to scoff my love Rape me, rape me, ‘till I’m dead Rape me, rape me, until there’s no blood left Rape me, rape me, because that’s all you’ll get I’ll just die happy to never hear your words again I’ll die happy to never hear your words again I’ll die happy to never hear your words again (Song, song)