Channel: ProblematicHipHop

Category: Music

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Description: Problematic - On My Own (Official Video) The Official Music Video For "On My Own" By 'Problematic' Stream Song On Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/3BE2MaYywp0yhAkjIsrPUd?si=oogC_SDIS9-6JHS6MIse_A&dl_branch=1 Buy Song On Itunes: music.apple.com/ca/album/on-my-own-single/1586945444 Buy Song On Amazon Music: amazon.com/On-My-Own-Explicit/dp/B09GTW98CG/ref=sr_1_1?dchild=1&keywords=problematic+on+my+own&qid=1632843307&s=dmusic&sr=1-1 Buy Merch Here: problematichiphop.myspreadshop.com Beat Produced By: Riddick X Beatz Mixed and Mastered by: Adam Lewis Directed by: Problematic Cover Art: Sonik Edited by: Sonik Colorist & FX: Sonik For Business Inquires Email: Macdonaldg321@gmail.com Problematic - On My Own (Lyrics) Verse 1: Dear Lord, can you show me the way? I’m feeling pessimistic and losing my faith Every single night I lay in bed and I pray Keep repeating my actions yet expecting a change So toxic / think I needa get a grip quick Demolish / take control the cards I’m dealt Stop stalling / saying that I’m okay way too often Nothing but a lie I’m obnoxious I don’t need a handout I don’t want endorsements You can save your two cents I will never forfeit Just sit back let life take its course and I’ve been riding solo sorta like an orphan Dopamine check for a minute won’t last Overthinking everything dwelling on my past Sitting on the fence and dealing with resentment Alter Ego taking over I don’t want that Where you gonna turn when nothing else matters? How you suppose to love when your heart so shattered?! Success leaves clues I should probably try to fathom Instead of falling right back in the same patterns I was traumatized PTSD Gimme time to myself cause I really can’t breathe Still I keep my head high used to be naive Let fear hold you back then a victim you’ll be They don’t see the nightmares They don’t hear the screams Gotta get up out this hole Down thirty feet deep So close to the edge giving every ounce left I’ve been trapped in a prison but I’m holding them keys D*mn.. Ironic now isn’t it?! Cynicism all around make better friends Take your mind on a trip like a Molly binge Don’t comply with the script it is evident Chorus: But I’ve been on my way up If I fall It’s a long way down (Ooh Oooh) Maybe It’s unfortunate that I’m lost Where did I go wrong? F**king me up mentally and I can’t find my sanity Balance out the lows I’m getting high another frequency People love to turn you so cold I’m better on my own Verse 2: Getting comfortable where I stand Gotta take a leap of faith God d*mn Literally I’m drifting why am I so distant? Pushing you away wasn’t part of the plan Regrets / Regrets Creepin’ up instantly Intense / what’s next Searching for some inner peace Demons lurking Will not get away from me My fault / My fault Draining all my energy Taking pride in what I do but I’m slacking Think by now that you’d probably learn your lesson Greg?! Don’t ever question my ability or passion These voices I can never really tame Should turn the page but I’m stuck on the same chapter Oh Lord, please wash away my sins So distracted on the wrong path and You don’t really wanna know where I’ve been Ever feel like nobody understands you? Ever feel like you really wanna runaway? Something missing in your life can’t stand who You’ve become.. so you’d rather just hide the pain Self loathing in doubt Grab the blade / contemplate Then I blackout Sitting on the floor still trying to absorb Pleasing everybody else how I lost myself (That’s Real!) (Chorus Repeat x1)