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Description: Change. These past couple of weeks away from vlogging were necessary for change. I started drowning in anxiety a few weeks ago. Mostly because of the overwhelming amount of responsibility that I have right now. Fatherhood and responsibilities. I found myself stuck daily without being able to concentrate. I couldn’t get things done and I was also lost most of the time. “What the heck am I doing?”I would ask myself. I found some stability with a new job though. A job that I now love and have been growing with. But in order for me to rediscover my sacred purpose, I had to put the camera down. I put it down so I can take in what I have around me, in. When I finally took the time to look around, I realized I wasn’t really there. I noticed my family was struggling emotionally too. Everyone seemed to be have lost as well. I was spending too much time editing a vlog rather than ACTUALLY spending time with my family. Balance, that’s the hard lesson I’ve been learning lately. So this is why I did this 50 min vlog. I wanted to show you all a GLIMPSE of all the things we did during this long break. I had my camera with me the whole time but instead of stopping at the moment to post, I took it all in. I don’t regret it. I became a better man these past couple of months as a result. I healed a bit. I have so much internal work to do and so does everyone else in my family and that is okay. Sometimes we need to pause and look around to remember what its like to truly be alive. Balance, structure, love, family, friendship, growth, learning, absorbing, being. These are all words that stuck with me these past weeks and kept me alive. What have you learned these past couple of weeks about yourself? What is next for you? Who are you? Where are you going? Lol, so many existential questions. This is all in my head right now as a father, husband and most importantly, human being. Enjoy this vlog y’all. This vlog is the longest vlog I have EVER shared. Let me know your thoughts. Happy to be back. ENJOY and don’t forget to SMASH THAT LIKE BUTTON!