Channel: Witt Lowry

Category: Music

Tags: witt lowrymonster how should i feelmonstermeg & diahow should i feel

Description: LISTEN ON SPOTIFY : open.spotify.com/album/5gPEIxNAWquYBwfu9X2kjw?si=cUIVqx3vTnyr9Qmwx1mTFw&dl_branch=1 LISTEN ON APPLE MUSIC : music.apple.com/us/album/how-should-i-feel-feat-meg-dia-single/1585692783 ----------------------------------------­-------------------------------- Witt Lowry : SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/artist/5ghnxpW47ojtLHHyTLdxdY?si=IEEDlgG9Qvm82xBFcnHSXQ&dl_branch=1 INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/WittLowry​ FACEBOOK: facebook.com/WittLowry​ TWITTER: twitter.com/WittLowry​ SOUNDCLOUD: soundcloud.com/WittLowry​ ----------------------------------------­-------------------------------- Meg & Dia : SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/artist/77YbJ4a9IlKX18ck6qoot1?si=L_v94CzGT4mRMSjkePQN-A&dl_branch=1 INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/meganddiamusic TWITTER: twitter.com/megdia ----------------------------------------­-------------------------------- Song produced by Dan Haynes : TWITTER: twitter.com/danhaynesprod SOUNDCLOUD: soundcloud.com/danhaynesprod INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/danhaynesprod ----------------------------------------­-------------------------------- Mixed & Mastered by John Will : @iamjohnwill ----------------------------------------­-------------------------------- Directed by : Jonathan Chou & Witt Lowry Executive Producer : Jonathan Hernandez & Joseph Barbalaco Producer : Jibriel Rabinowitz Steadi Cam : Jose Espinoza 1st AC : Sam Hecker Gaffer : Harrison Bliss Grip : Kevin Ramirez HMU : Miriam Ortiz Truck PA : Ben Rodgers Set PA : Tyler Simms & Kitty Estrella Editor : David Rho Colorist : Sam Zook ----------------------------------------­-------------------------------- LYRICS: [INTRO] [HOOK] Monster, how should I feel Creatures lie here, looking through the windows Monster, there are voices In the darkness, and they say they won't go [VERSE] Stare long enough at the abyss and it seems to start to stare back at you Lost inside my head is a scary place I’ve adapted to Friends and family call and I tell them that "I’ll get back to you" Too busy on my phone, doomscrolling, spent the afternoon Stressed out, head down, can barely leave my bed now I hate these fuckin feelings they tell me to try these meds out But doc, we’ve only talked for like 10 minutes, I’m sketched out Paranoid, can’t tell if these people are foes or friends now You know what it feels like to feel like nobody can help On top of that feel like you’re loosing yourself I wouldn’t even wish my enemies the hand I was dealt Thought I could pay the pain to fade with some material wealth But tears fallin in the Tesla I guess it’s kinda ironic To feel so fuckin broke inside something I always wanted My demons came to play it feels like my brain may be haunted Hate myself sometimes as much as they hate on me to be honest I saw fentanyl take the life away from my cousin I watched alcohol steal the life away from my dad I came from nothing now I’m scared that might be what I’m becoming Look in the mirror and barely recognize the one looking back, so! [HOOK] Monster, how should I feel Creatures lie here, looking through the windows Monster, there are voices In the darkness, and they say they won't go [VERSE] Wrote a song when my dad passed and they said it was trash That made me wish that I put less of myself into every track I know you can’t just burn the orchard when one apple is bad But the fact of the matter is that I feel I’m starting to crack And they say don’t, take it to heart, we’ll how the fuck do I not When I put my soul inside something and they say it’s a flop Constantly tear my art apart when this is all that I got They wanna see me on a stage or me left in a grave to rot I’ve been overstessin bout overstressin, I lie in bed and think about this life I manifested, yet my depression’s always yellin that I’m destined for regression, sad obsession with progression, still they think that I’m just desperate for attention Broke, down about around this time just last fall At therapy tellin my therapist I feel so small Pushed everyone I love away and fuck it’s all my fault Is it better to feel like this or to feel nothing at all I turn the lights down, lonely Remember back when we would cash in cans at the grocery Weren’t there when I was drowning but the first to say you know me So sick of people saying that they care and never show me My grandpa once told me that inside an empty mind is where the devil likes to play And everyday it’s all the same I just stare at an empty page Ruminate about all the things that have piled up on my plate Time I take control of my brain, know I can’t just pray this away, so! [HOOK] Monster, how should I feel Creatures lie here, looking through the windows Monster, there are voices In the darkness, and they say they won't go [OUTRO]