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Description: Hi guys! Well I'm back from the dead, sorry for being gone for so long. It's been a hell of a year. Also hi! I'm officially graduating High School in 2 days! eww! Any who, the struggle to make this video was real af! For some reason my computer is so slow, (I'm hoping to buy a new one soon cause jfc) it took over 2 hours to export this video on the editing program, I was DECEASED BICH! Mind you, my editing program was lagging so much while making this video, but somehow we still got through. On a personal note, I literally cried when I realized I finished this edit because I have not finished anything in a long time, anything that I'm actually proud of and wasn't forced to finish, if you get me... This edit is very dear to me, one reason is Jimin of course, he's someone I look up to so much, and it hurts seeing him bring himself down so often, but I can honestly relate to that from the bottom of my soul. I'm sure a lot of us can, unfortunately... Guys, life is hard, my fears have become more vivid as I get older, to the point where I refused to believe my reality, and I could not move forward, I'm still working on that. Right now I feel good because I was able to finish something, and my mind is distracted, but if I'm being honest I probably won't feel like this in the next 24 hours. My friend emphasized today on this alien feeling of not knowing "what's next" and I had a moment lol. Like damn...but it's okay, I can get through this and whoever reads this, I know you can get through whatever is going in your life too. Song: In My Blood by Shawn Mendes I hope you guys enjoy this edit. Thank you for watching! **DISCLAIMER** I do not own any of the clips used in this video, nor music. All credits go to the rightful owners. Don't sue me, I'm broke.💜