Channel: King Studios Collective

Category: Music

Tags: i am kingode to the authentically desperate

Description: Happy Holidays, King Nation! Here's an early present from us to all of you. While we spend the holidays with our friends and family, let's not forget about the ones who are no longer here with us. This song goes out to any loved ones lost. FACEBOOK - facebook.com/iamkingpa TWITTER - twitter.com/iamkingpa INSTA - instagram.com/iamkingpa SPOTIFY -open.spotify.com/artist/3VFjpGV8JYF46va3xQVA0j APPLE MUSIC - itunes.apple.com/us/artist/i-am-king/id468163121 I TUNES - itunes.apple.com/us/album/ode-to-the-authentically-desperate-single/1329052500 BAND CAMP - iamking.bandcamp.com ODE TO THE AUTHENTICALLY DESPERATE This plastic tree stands still alone Lit up to the ceiling with hope Clock ticks cut through the silent chill Patiently waiting for you to come home Hours are devoured by the pacing Through the patience I’m wearing thin With every step I take in This cold and bitter reality that’s breaking my heart Didn’t want to say it but I knew from the start I wish I knew what you were thinking I didn’t know you were sinking Looking back on it all, I see something was wrong I’m the best at playing dumb But I’m the worst at moving on This lack of sleep drives the panic into lunacy And I feel my lungs start to collapse Running on empty After the drive we’re taken up into a room Where nightmare meets reality And It hits me so hard That I fall through the floor I’m not alive anymore What the hell is it all for? It’s worthless What did i do to deserve this? I lost you and all I got was gifts What a merry fucking christmas from hell I wish I knew what you were thinking I didn’t know you were sinking Looking back on it all, I see something was wrong I’m the best at playing dumb But I’m the worst at moving on All the years roll past Too fast Still your memory never fades It seems like just yesterday We’d drive your truck Up to the mountains If I could turn all the clocks back You know I’d do it all again All I want for christmas is I wish I knew what you were thinking I didn’t know you were sinking Looking back on it all, I knew something was wrong (And all the memories will last forever) I’m the worst at moving on Song written and performed by I Am King Recorded and mixed @ facebook.com/kingstudiospa Kingstudiospa@gmail.com Video by Patrick Williams dreamyardstudiode@gmail.com