Channel: June Crees

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Description: READ ME!!!!!!! This video is serving the most chaotic energy its making me barf butttttt its been a while since I uploaded (shameful I know :( pls forgive me) but the past few months have been really hard for me mentally and I kinda got myself into a toxic cycle that I had a really hard time getting out of until recently. Dealing with poor mental health and family issues really took a toll on me. I was doing nothing and just living in my toxic state while my dreams and aspirations in life seemed to be getting further and further away from me but I recently decided that I had, had enough. I needed to do something about this and just do something, ANYTHING, so that's also why this video is a bit random and all over the place. I just needed to film something and upload it because I tend to dislike everything I film but this time I said no to those feelings and pushed myself to upload. Im doing soooooo much better now tho, the past 2 weeks I've started to feel more myself again (a huge part of me being happy again has to do with me recommitting to Jesus and my faith as I had fallen off there for a bit due to my poor mental state but Jesus really came thru and saved me again. As per usual. We Stan a loving, gentle and supportive king). SO IM DOING ALOT BETTER AND I PLAN ON REALLY COMMITTING MYSELF TO SOCIAL MEDIA THIS TIME AROUND. ALSO this caption is NOT a cry for help nor is a cry for sympathy. I want to be open about my mental health struggles because I want people to know that its okay to not be okay but also there is a way out and that things WILL and DO get better. I want others to know they aren't alone. I love you guys sm Xx Hope you enjoyed this video!! MUSIC: Music by VALNTN - Mona Lisa - thmatc.co/?l=A9A9AD6C Music by @yourvalntn - Mona Lisa via @hellothematic YOUVIMI: youvimi.com